Hiking the Trail of Life

Sunday, April 29, 2012:

As expected, my newly diagnosed computer problems ("The computer is getting old, de-magnetizing, and could die any day" ...) have come to fruition. The computer froze twice when I tried to perform tasks on it and I was left to download Google Chrome on Frances's laptop. That explains why I posted blogs for Monday through Friday earlier today.

After my computer duties were done I walked outside into glorious sunshine for today's T'ai Chi Chih practice. I was blessed with quiet as I moved. The dog found a lounging spot in the shade underneath the deck where I stood. And, since Frances was occupied inside, I basked in the silent energy.

Immediately following my practice we joined a group of several dozen others to hike the Raspberry Trail through nearby county forest. I've never walked through the woods with so many other people hiking the trail in front of and behind me. It was a 70th birthday party for one of our neighbors who helped bushwhack and mark this trail through the forest about 15 years ago. (What a lovely way to celebrate!)

I felt incredibly peaceful and longed to connect with the woods so I simply walked along quietly as conversations bubbled up around me. As I continue to read Twelve by Twelve, I'm content to be myself and not worry as much about whether I'm popular or constantly engaged in conversation. Silence is fine with me.

Leaving the Hustle Bustle

I practiced T'ai Chi Chih this morning to the sounds of a truck pumping our holding tank and the wood stove fan blasting away. People think that living in the middle of the woods means that I experience a life of quiet serenity. Some days that feels so completely wrong!

Yes, it's quieter here than in a city or suburb (fewer cars and planes), but the modern day household is filled with noise due to our dependence on electricity to operate appliances, electronics, phones, and a wealth of entertainment options. Don't get me wrong: I'm grateful for the quiet that surrounds me. But I'm currently reading a book that talks about living in a one-room cabin off the grid and it holds plenty of appeal (Twelve by Twelve by William Powers). No electricity, no running water, and ... no noise.

The book's author spent a  number of weeks staying in this tiny home while its owner was traveling. He obviously had a wealth of experiences; enough, at least, to fill a book. As the story unfolds, the reader discovers that the writer's journey (encouraged by the owner of the 12x12 house) is to simply sit. She doesn't expect him to take care of her house or her gardens. But, along the way he manages to build community, live softly upon the earth, and find some balance and personal happiness.

Sure enough, as he slows down and listens, he discovers that he can, indeed, live a simpler, healthier, happier life. That's one reason why I do a daily T'ai Chi Chih practice. It leads me into a quieter, more peaceful place that nourishes and comforts me (until, that is, I can build my own little off the grid homestead).